The screaming so incessant in my
mind
Stealing my sanity, my hope
Weak, pathetic, growing in my
head
Socially unacceptable, wishing I
was dead
Socially inept, useless, despised
Freak, deserving nothing but the
lies
Wishing I could tear apart my
eyes
Wishing I'd perfected my disguise
Running from a hate I can’t
escape
Inside me, all around me as I
break
Just kill me now and let me find
some peace
Follow the fate of what's left of
my beliefs
I once tried to bear this all
But now all I can do is fall
Just take me from this place I
beg
I cannot do it myself
Coward on top of it all
and still I ever fall
I promise this is my time
Somewhere I had to draw the line