This time I know you mean it

This time I know we're through

You swallowed up my heart

So much more than you had to

The pain that sits inside me

for eternity will be

ever tearing but unspoken

Pain you will never see

So sure you'd never hurt me

So certain that you knew

how deep the feelings run inside

How completely I love you

I'm lost right now and hurting

Betrayed by what we had

This hatred, I just never saw

when things became so bad

This seething rage inside me

will hold my heart to bear

the knowledge that this fell apart

and that you never really cared.