The screaming so incessant in my mind

Stealing my sanity, my hope

Weak, pathetic, growing in my head

Socially unacceptable, wishing I was dead

Socially inept, useless, despised

Freak, deserving nothing but the lies

Wishing I could tear apart my eyes

Wishing I'd perfected my disguise

Running from a hate I can’t escape

Inside me, all around me as I break

Just kill me now and let me find some peace

Follow the fate of what's left of my beliefs

I once tried to bear this all

But now ...

Flaming into the darkness

the ties that bind me here

grow weak

sinking into the deep

The light grows ever fainter

as I fall into the familiar and comforting

folds of oblivion

Save yourself

Let this go

Your words bring nothing now

Sneaking glimpses of what once was

what could have been

what seems so lost now

I rise above the distant past

the structures that I built

now fall

around me

Sealing the fates of millions

The light of hope consumed

by rubble and dust

Bring faith onc...